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Long time back I read some where, "Jo ramra chan, ti ma sanga chainan. Jo chan sabia murkha chan". Well sorry I could not quote the line exactly however I am sure I delivered the message clearly.

There was a time when I had audience for my blog but I did not write then. Now I don't have any audience but I am starting to type things there. But now my purpose of writing has changed. It has nothing to do with the audience. Of course they are welcome.

I have always wished I could get some time from my life for myself. I mean completely. 100% purely for me and only me. Lucky me I got my wish. But now i am not happy. Why?? Million dollar question is unanswerable. May be I am a person who can never be happy in life. uff I am again sounding bore.

This is after a year I am writing in my blog. Do not know how to start these things. Just thinking may be start with writing journals.

August 19-2007,

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm this is sound of AC constantly striking in my ears when I am in our room. (I stay with my fren so the room is common for us) From this sound I know that electricity is available in the room. Otherwise in Gurgaon electricity comes and goes many times a day. We have installed an inverter which does not let us know when electricity is done. Only this will tell us about that.

Today office is closed. I woke up at 10:00 in the morning. Outside was gloomy so room did not had sufficient light. I switched the reading lamp near my bed and started to read Dan Brown. Though is book Digital Fortress is not as interesting as the previous books of him I was reading it continuously for the last week. I purchase the book last Saturday when I was in Nepal. I bought in second hand book store. It was prices Rs.350 but I paid 150 only.

With half an hour of reading I slept. 12:00 my maid push door bell I woke up and opened door for her. She usually comes late during holidays. She washes our clothes and occasionally cleans our lobby. In addition to cooking food she charge INRs. 1300 per month. The deal was finalized for 1200. However, two weeks ago she forcefully increase 100. She threaten us she would not come if we do not raise 100. Like helpless children we increase her salary.


By one we had finished lunch and I was again on the bed with the book on my hand. 14:30 I finished the book and slept again. Around four I woke. My fren was surfing net. He usually searches for news and different articles on net and keeps himself updated. I usually lie on my bed and become lazy.

Around six I went to buy some vegetables, took a bath and did some shaving. 7:30 cooked rice and heat food that was left over in the morning.

8:30 I am back on my bed again. surfing net. chatting with frens.

So this is my day on weekends. Holiday. Nothing interesting. Dull and passive. Hope will have some interesting time in coming days.